An apology

I'm sorry I have switched to Tumblr. http://textsecrets.tumblr.com/ It's easier to update on there. So, yes I AM transferring ALL old secrets over to there. There will be NO more updates on this site.

TY,
Amberjade

Saturday, August 08, 2009

661, California

when you said i remind you of out dad you practically shot me in the heart. i'm trying to forget an forgive. i've forgiven but i don't know if i can forget

661, California

that night you told me you thought you found the perfect girl i was hoping you were joking and talking about me. i know she won't make you as happy as i could

781, Massachusetts

I'm at the beach with a nice Southern gentleman. (:

617, Massachusetts

I'm putting more faith in a 16 year old that is already more of a man than you ever were. How do you feel abt that?

774, Massachusetts

i'm on the fence as to whether i should end everything or keep myself alive.

774, Massachusetts

where did i go wrong?

774, Massachusetts

She makes me feel so unwanted.

781, Massachusetts

Its her birthday today. I should be the one kissing her over the cake, not him.

727, Florida

When you put ":)" or "lol" in a text to me, I always imagine your big bright smile or your sweet laugh.

781, Massachusetts

My heart finally caught up with reality. (:

727, Florida

I know my friends wonder why I don't leave my boyfriend. I know he can be mean sometimes, but so can I. He is the only person who has stayed with me despite my craziness. He knows I unintentionally try to destroy every kind of relationship I develop. I always try to be the first to leave since everyone always seems to leave me. You'll see, you'll be doing it soon. Leaving. Also if he does get sick of my mental issues, I'll never be in another relationship, I am sick of ruining peoples lives because I can't control myself.

781, Massachusetts

Whenever someone starts to get close to me, I always end up pushing them away even if i want them to be close. I'm just so scared of getting hurt i guess.

774, Massachusetts

I wish my best friend didn't feel the way she does. Im not trying to replace her & i can trust her. I miss our old friendship.

781, Massachusetts

three strikes and you're out.(:

781, Massachusetts

i wanna go to ireland and fall in love with a galway boy.

781, Massachusetts

i love you &+ you're my best friend. and no matter what you think or feel about me, that'll always be how it is.

774, Massachusetts

i got pregnant and i miscarried. i know you'll never see this, but this is the closest i can get to telling you.

781, Massachusetts

i miss you everyday. but, you never would fight for me so i gave up. and now i don't feel bad about doing so.

781, Massachusetts

You're one of my best friends & i love you to death but lately you've been nothin but the worst. How can you say the one thing i love in life isnt important?

781, Massachusetts

"i dont miss you, i miss what i expected us to be. Now, my heart just has to catch up with reality" i think its you...that sent this is.

215, Pennsylvania

Pennsylvania - Dearest Mom, if I weren't terribly afraid of the pain I would cause you & the mess I'd leave behind, I would have already committed suicide. Instead, I pray for a freak accident so neither of us have to feel guilty

781, Massachusetts

I'm terrified to get too close to anyone becuz every1 i've ever cared for has drifted away. & theres nothing more painful than losing sum1 close to your heart.

781, Massachusetts

i have sexual fantasies with mark wahlberg in them.

781, Massachusetts

There's a reason I came to you first. There's a reason I call you. It's because...yeah, they alot - but with you? You mean more. You're my best friend.

781, Massachusetts

There was time where you scared the living hell out of me & I wanted nothing to do with you. But now, you're not only my best friend you've become my sister.

781, Massachusetts

I swear on my life, for the next two years I will never let anyone or anything hurt you without going through me first. I love you, you've become my sister. (:

Monday, August 03, 2009

781, Massachusetts

i leave my heart at that park everytime i come home

781, Massachusetts

This is starting to kill me.

EMAIL, Michigan

I got wasted last night and took a pic of my cock and posted it on ratemycock.com, lol

608, Wisconsin

I regret having stayed up til midnight to wish you a happy birthday because now i'm saddened by you not doing that for me.

774, Massachusetts

1 of 2: i love my mom. SO MUCH. but i can't tell he. i don't know why. i'm so happy that we're finally getting closer, and bonding and telling each other stuff

2 of 2:f not. i love her so much.

781, Massachusetts

we kissed etc last night and today he tells me his long-time girlfriend just broke up with him... stroke of luck? "/

Friday, July 31, 2009

781, Massachusetts

i drown my problems in weed. it's really a problem.

201, New Jersey

Secret: i told my mom i went 2 a friend's last night. In reality, i met up w/ some guy from the internet 4 a date. &I think i might have my first bf as a gay man

774, Massachusetts

i hate girls. almost all of them.

774, Massachusetts

your grandfather is in a better place now. i understand you're sad. i just hate seeing you like this.:(

727, Florida

I would change for you but I won't change for him.

781, Massachusetts

i'm in love with a dead guy. well, he was once alive but he killed himself. when he died, a part of me did too. 143.

781, Massachusetts

i only think of you when i'm high. i think that's because it's all you did. it's probably one of the many reasons we broke up as soon as we did.

781, Massachusetts

I almost shat my pants when you showed up to the fireworks. At first I was mad that they called you and made you go. But in the end, I was really excited.

781, Massachusetts

it makes me sad to think that all I have left of you are the songs. 143.

781, Massachusetts

i never thought i'd get over you.. i guesss time really DOES heal all wounds.

781, Massachusetts

i wish i could be more like my neighbor. she's pure and perfect; two things i could never ever be..

781, Massachusetts

i want him to get hit by a bus all the time. but i know that would destroy you. i don't know what's better, him dying or breaking it off with you... him dying.

774, Massachusetts

it's astounding how people can walk out of your life and walk back in years later and not even recognize you.

EMAIL, California

Something that I want to tell you,

I am almost positive that I am bugging you, but I know that even if I annoyed you every day for these next two years, you would not tell me. But I wish you knew that I don't think of you as someone with authority over me (and I don't mean I have no respect for you), but I think of you as rather a friend. That means at times, I might be annoyed with you, too. And I hope I actually see you in the future, not just talk through the internet. I don't just want to keep in touch, I want to know that you think of me a friend, too.

774, Massachusetts

don't let 'us' go just yet.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

902, Canada

I'm still madly in love with a guy i had a thing with, and it's been over 5 months. He left me unable to like anyone else but him.

727, Florida

SECRET: I never thought I would meet so many cool people working where I do :)

773, Illinois

He gives me hope to all of my fears

781, Massachusetts

I hate nothing more then a hypocrite.

781, Massachusetts

i wanted to be the hero, but you beat me..&+ just because you have access to a car and an understanding parent doesn't mean you're Superman. she's still mine..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

781, Massachusetts

this year was one of change. some good, some bad. all would have an impact on me for the rest of my life..

781, Massachusetts

He's everything I ever dreamed of but i guess i'm not what he was dreaming of because I asked him on a second date and he shot me down.

919, North Carolina

She broke my heart. I never thought she had the ability to do such damage, but she did. I want to forgive, but I have no idea how. It's just sleeping, she said

505, New Mexico

I hate that you like Taylor Swift. Because I will never look anything like her.

832, Texas

I think I'm in love with love...damn does that mean I've already found my soulmate?!

781, Massachusetts

Way to kill yourself before I could meet you. It could've been love. 143.

781, Massachusetts

I don't know what country you're from. but here in America it's not cool to get married at 18. Especially to a dbag like the kid you "fell in love with."

410, Maryland

The phone alarm that reminds me to take my birth control is the same ringtone that plays when my boyfriend calls.

781, Massachusetts

I don't miss you, I miss what I expected us to be. Now, my heart just has to catch up with reality.

814, Pennsylvania

i really need the help, but im so afraid to say anything

781, Massachusetts

I came very close to not passing my sophomore year of high school & now im going into my junior year ready to take on the challenge. I learned from my mistakes.

732, New Jersey

My kinda, sorta ex and I still have something going on while I'm having sex with my best friend. The guilt is finally getting to me. But, I don't want to stop.

781, Massachusetts

I don't get close with anyone else for fear of us drifting. It's fine most of the time. It just sucks when I'm stuck home on a Sat night when I could be out.

310, California

He was everything to me. Why doesn't he understand how much he ruined me? How I trust no one.. how I can't stand who I've turned into..

781, Massachusetts

It physically hurts to think about you.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

781, Massachusetts

I miss you; but not in a I-wanna-get-back-with-you kinda way. More like a we-went-through-so-much-don't-forget-me-please way. I just want you in my life again..

781, Massachusetts

I didn't realize i was deathly terrified of lobsters until my father stuck a live one in my face.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

781, Massachusetts

My first date is coming up and honestly i'm scared shitless. I don't think i've been this nervous before in all my life.

781, Massachusetts

Its been soo long since i smiled this much. He makes me soooo happy, just by saying hello.

774, Massachusetts

i don't know what you want from me, but just take it and leave me alone.

774, Massachusetts

i'm sick of losing my "best" friends. i'm sick of not being trusted. i'm sick of being replaced.

718, New York

it's been all too long since i sent something to you. after all the heartbreak and bad things that happened to me, i met someone who accepts all my flaws, my problems, and doesn't ignore the bad stuff, but rather helps me get over it. i think like is going to be tolerable, and that's all i want now.. & of course to be with him :)

210, Texas

I fear the guy I currently have a romantic interest in is secretly gay.

774, Massachusetts

This town is killing me. I miss where i used to live. I don't belong here.

210, Texas

I really just want a boy who will use me for my body. Right now I'm surrounded by good guys that want to take care of me. I know I should be happy, but I'm not.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

AIM, NEW MEXICO

I know he's leaving me once he gets to college... I just met his new girlfriend.

Monday, June 29, 2009

781, Massachusetts

Now that you're gone from my life. I'm slowly becoming the girl I was before you were more than a lunch buddy to me.

781, Massachusetts

I still miss him every once and awhile. The pain is slowly going away. This won't take as long as I thought.

732, New Jersey

Prom weekend and they're all going to 18 and over club. I'm 17. Fucking awesome prom experience. Thanks, guys.

617, Massachusetts

It violently enrages me wen i see pictures of you nd her. She is repulsive nd i cant stand her. She stole my life out from under me. Is it wrong for me to say you deserve better than a girl like her?

774, Massachusetts

This town is killing me

781, Massachusetts

Once again, I'm being somewhat ignored for someone across the pond.

774, Massachusetts

i hope his promise of forever is a promise he'll keep.

781, Massachusetts

Sometimes, I get so confused when I talk to you. I have feeling for you, I can't stop thinking about you. We both should have taken our chances freshman year.

781, Massachusetts

... I wonder if he misses the sex just as much as I do. xD

954, Florida

My boyfriend was too busy for me tonight. It's our anniversary. I'm scared the guy I went to the movies with as FRIENDS will sweep me off my feet more than he did.

425, Washington

I've always wanted a "real" mom; fibromyalgia took that away from me when I was 6.

781, Massachusetts

I'm sick of not being good enough. I'm sick of having bad timing. I'm sick of getting hurt. I'm done.

781, Massachusetts

I love it when those automatic flushers on toilets are broken. It makes me feel like a Robotic Revolution is still very far away..

980, North Carolina

Secret: i never thought i'd be "that girl".

732, New Jersey

I know my ex loves her new boyfriend more than she lets on. And I love my new girlfriend... A lot... I just I didn't have such a hard time letting my ex go.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

615, Tennessee

Mom, Dad. I'm gay. Please don't hate me.

209, California

In two years I'll be graduating high school. I've got mixed emotions about leaving behind my friends from school. Happy, because I won't really have to talk to them or deal with their drama, and sad because I'll probably be spending all four years with them, then stop talking to them at all.

781, Massachusetts

I can't seem to get over this boy. And it's like everything I do reminds me of him. I hate it.

760, Califonia

everytime im with my live in bf im thinking about my ex and allour good times. its his arms around me, inside my head

EMAIL, Colorado

I worry uncontrollably about what your letter will say. You could return all the feelings I've told you, but you could also deny me. I would love nothing more than for you to return home, and reunite with you for the first time in almost a year now. I love you and yet that scares me more than you know.

EMAIL, Massachusetts

I know my best friends are talking about me behind my back.
It's mostly about untrue things,things they don't believe me about,
what they are doing about this and me,and it hurts knowing they are
saying what they are. I'm scared to bring it up to them, simply
because I'm scared to lose their friendship.


P.S. what happened to best friends NOT talking about eachother
behind their backs?
What is the true definition of a best friend if they're like this?
Sometimes I just wonder.

980, North Carolina

Secret: i miss her.

781, Massachusetts

Sometimes, i hate you for leaving. Then i realize that I left YOU.

310, California

I have an obsession with control. Now that my future is falling apart because of the mistakes of other I don't know what to do, and I feel like I'm losing my m

781, Massachusetts

Only when I'm with HER do I think of you. I never think of you with him. Not anymore. I finally took your advice. See you in a couple years. Keep in touch.

781, Massachusetts

You drive me crazy but - you've done more for me than I would've done. Remember when you said falling in love was easy once you slipped? I think I'm slipping.

610, Pennsylvania

I joined a group with some of my closest friends who I felt like I was growing away from and two other girls, where we're supposed to tell the truth. One of the girls told me that she hates another girl. I'm so completely terrified that they talk about me too and hate me

781, Massachusetts

I hope he's happy. I can't breathe because I miss him so much. He wouldn't even care. Dbag.

732, New Jersey

I fucking HATE when she tells me about girls she used to like.I feel like I'm a step down- ten steps down- from them when she tells me how pretty they were...

781, Massachusetts

Why do I always fall in love with a photographer?

781, Massachusetts

We were one of the last one on the dance floor at the end of Stairway. (:

781, Massachusetts

It was the night that I fell for you over and over again. I could use somebody; someone like you. Please give us one more chance!<3

781, Massachusetts

Last night was the greatest night of my life. I surprisingly had alot of fun with this boy. To bad that'll be the last time we get to see eachother..

781, Massachusetts

Tomorrow's Prom. And I'm stressed out to the max! I gonna go right into the fire that has burned me for 3 months. Again. I can't do this to myself anymore.

781, Massachusetts

I'm way cuter than her. We should just get together and leave her way behind in the rearview mirror. But I honestly don't think you have the balls to.

209, California

I thought you were better than that.I was wrong.

Monday, June 22, 2009

732, New Jersey

My best friends used to be the only people I felt like I could be myself around. Lately... I haven't felt more lonely than when I'm with them...

781, Massachusetts

We kissed. Finally. Sometimes i want you to end it with him, so we can be together. But, ill take what I can get. (ill keep you my dirty little secret)

781, Massachusetts

I miss him soo much, yet I know I shouldn't. He still has this effect on me even though he treated me horriblly. I don't know what to do. I just want him back.

781, Massachusetts

I chose not to go at the last minute - because I knew the second I saw you - it would absolutely ruin him.

774, Massachusetts

this is killing me.

832, Texas

Sometimes I wonder if that was it. If you were the best that it gets but then I wake up and realize, I would never let you be the best. It can only get better from you onforth.

Monday, June 15, 2009

774, Massachusetts

this is slowly going to kill me.

610, Pennsylvania

A boy from a nearby school shot and killed himself over the weekend. i regret never meeting him, he seems incredible,but furious at the same time that he never considered how many people he was hurting. tom shea, rest in peace always.

774, Massachusetts

i have to wait two years to be with the man i love.

980, North Carolina

Secret: The thought of him with someone else makes me sick.. Even tho i'm rebounding.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

210, Texas

Sometimes I wonder if the person who runs TextSecret and I would be compatible as friends. :)

781, Massachusetts

I - I've lost him, for good this time. No, this isn't happening.. I have 3 more months with him! Ah!

617, Massachusetts

There's nothing to be afraid of, I'll always be there when you need me.

774, Massachusetts

Sometimes i pray when my parents argue that they will break up and move back to where i belong. the place i grew up. i miss it there so much.

585, New York

I wish more than anything that my gay best friend was straight so we could be together. I can't help but be jealous of his boyfriend

515, Iowa

i dont care about anyone anymore. in high school that what i wanted. be careful what you wish for.

774, Massachusetts

i don't know if i should believe him.

937, Ohio

i met my best friend at a writing competition last year. she just moved away to north carolina and now im here again and ive never felt so alone.

330, Ohio

I'm going to succeed. I know that no one in my family thinks so, but who really cares what they think?

Saturday, June 06, 2009

646, New York

One of my best friends is so annoying. I really don't like her and I don't know how to tell her how to tell her. She has everyone wraped around her finger. Kind of the "jump how high?" kind of thing. It's really annoying and I just want to be like "SHUT UP!" That's all. :)

Friday, May 29, 2009

937, Ohio

i met a boy in sanibel last summer. he made a sandcastle + put his full name on it, now we talk everyday. i prob. wont ever see him again, & im falling for him.

781, Massachusetts

My medicine has stopped working and now i'm becoming more and more depressed and tempermental. I don't know how much more I can take.

781, Massachusetts

No matter what you say, I still don't feel good enough. And I feel as though I never will be good enough.

719, Colorado

He's away at basic training and it'll be a month tomorrow since the last time I heard from him. I'm worried he doesn't want this anymore...

520, Arizona

I am like this man that I have seen in person for 48hrs! Now he's in Iraq and i'm scared we may not have the opportunity to fall in love!

702, Nevada

I just realized i want 2 stop eating. i cant stand the fact of being chubby. i weigh 130 lbs and want to weigh 85.

774, Massachusetts

i've never been more sick of someone in my life.

209, California

Yeah. Everyone's getting pretty fucking annoying these days.

781, Massachusetts

I think about it everyday. Its like it is my only option in life, the only think I get to choose, and that is; to end it.

559, California

Every time he says, "my ex..." i die more inside

Thursday, May 21, 2009

415, California

I arranged a 3some to make him happy and to prove im not like his last girlfriend. Now i feel confused

210, Texas

Today I realized that timing is everything and it may have just ruined my future.

210, Texas

My boyfriend think I've stopped all communication with my male best friend because he was jealous. The truth is I talk to him everyday and have fallen in love.

774, Massachusetts

Im losing my best friend but im too scared to talk to her about it

781, Massachusetts

I think I picked the wrong brother..

781, Massachusetts

I tried to kill myself twice my freshman year of high school. When my father left my family, I tried again. I don't feel anymore, because of you.

727, Florida

I submitted a secret to you a few days ago and it was posted. It was about me and my best friend. I showed her that post and she invited me to go out to dinner with her later I did now we are speaking again and this is the happiest I have been in a long time

781, Massachusetts

I've hurt him so bad... But he doesn't know.

781, Massachusetts

It really does hurt to let you go but honestly, it's better for my physical and mental well-being if you're out of my life.

781, Massachusetts

You seemed like a nice guy, and I honestly believed that.. Then you go and do this. Guess you're not that nice after all. P.s. You're real small. xD

781, Massachusetts

I've realized everything we had is broken like shattered glass.

781, Massachusetts

Don't be so surprized when I text you, although you hate me, I do still care about you alot. I don't want you back, not as my girlfriend. As my best friend.

727, Florida

Hmph

Monday, May 04, 2009

781, Massachusetts

I love him, but I don't want to because I know eventually he'll leave and it'll be that much harder to let him go.

781, Massachusetts

I don't think your broken or damaged for what you told me of when we read this together. I think your a beautiful and great girl.

727, Florida

Hmph My best friend 6 months ago told somone she only hung out with me because she felt bad for me. I miss her more than any other person ever and yet I can't seem to let it go. I need to make the choice to forget her or let it go and I have never been so scared I'm going to make the wrong choice.

781, Massachusetts

I really want us to remain best friends forever. With you i feel so complete. I've never had a friend that took such good care of me. Thank you friend. Don't go.

513, Ohio

I had sex with him because i've known him since grade school and really trusted him... A month and a half later, he's back with his ex. This is the second time i've been used and i'm starting to feel like something is wrong with me.

936, Texas

She pisses me off so much. Its just sick when ur mom acts like she's ur age but then when she gets offended she wants to act like a she deserves respect

980, North Carolina

I'm self destructive. And suicidal. The pill arent helping.. And he's leaving me.

774, Massachusetts

liar liar.:)

815, Illinois

I told the lady i babysit for i couldnt come on sunday cuz i already had plans. But the truth is i just have been so depressed lately that i dont feel like me.

617, Massachusetts

I dont know who or what to belive any more.

832, Texas

I regret still letting him get to me from time to time.

774, Massachusetts

he could go to jail for statutory rape because i wanted to have sex with him so badly. she told the police and there's nothing we can do about it.

479, Arkansas

You tell me its inevitable, and sometimes i just wish it would happen already so you'd be out of my life and i could quit trying to help you.

518, New York

I'm too in love with my boyfriend i dont like it when he's anywhere but by my side. I'm too jealous and worried that he'll cheat on me. When i'm the one whos ch

936, Texas

It bothers me how I don't have any real friends. I'll never be the person I want to be. I'm too boring to be the person I want to be.

936, Texas

I can't help but worry about you cheating. It bothers me, I hate her. I hate how I cant trust you...i need 2 know what's going on.where have you been all night?

774, Massachusetts

i don't regret what i did but i wish my mother would speak to me.

732, New Jersey

I would just like to warn her boyfriend. I'm the ex. I don't want her back. Just watch out for the best friend. She tends to fall for them.

781, Massachusetts

I have an annoying tendency to fall in love with people who probably won't ever love me back.:'<

781, Massachusetts

I don't think you're broken. I think you grew from it. I think you'e grown and become so much better.

781, Massachusetts

I miss you whenever you're not near me, but do you feel the same way? Baby, I just need to hear those three words said in your voice.. That'll make me happy.

781, Massachusetts

I think about you almost all the time...

774, Massachusetts

i want to spend forever with my boyfriend. but if he keeps going at this rare, i'll be spending half of forever with him, and the other half of forever alone.

856, New Jersey

i finally realized i fell in love with who i thought you were... not what you were are.

503, Oregon

I like martin

661, California

She tells me not to worry but sometimes the paranoia combined with her comments just send me over the edge. I wish she were here already.

469, Texas

I want to do it again cause when I did first time, I stopped feeling. I stopped feeling the stress and pain. I felt perfect.

781, Massachusetts

I watched you sleep for hours. It was the best night of my life. You are gorgeous. I'm always thinking of you.

774, Massachusetts

This may make me seem like a slut which i'm not, but i wish my boyfriend was more sexual, and i don't know how to tell him that's what i want.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

630, Illinois

I never told him I was in love with him instead, I chose someone else over him. Now he's with her, and I can't talk to a guy without putting up a thick wall bc my ex hurt so much. But he's happy with someone else. I believe he's the one, but I chose the water over wine. I still love him. I'll never tell.

914, New York

i've been thinking about him lately. i want to talk to him but i'm afraid

732, New Jersey

I'm losing my best friend and she doesn't care. Should I?

980, North Carolina

Secret- i hate how his music turns him into a stuck up jerk.

614, Ohio

Sometimes I let your calls go to voicemail so I can listen to your voice over and over.

425, Washington

I have a secret.
<3-Xtina

781, Massachusetts

I think I love my best friend.. But I'm scared to tell her because I feel she doesn't feel the same way. And that she never would..

781, Massachusetts

People tell me that I shouldn't deal with the things he puts me through... But I can't seem to let him go.

617, Massachusetts

Its stupid that this is the end of our friendship. So much for you being around forever.

774, Massachusetts

I miss my ex boyfriend so much that its making me jealous of my best friend and other girls he flirts with because that used to be me.i tell everyone i'm done,

781, Massachusetts

I want to like you but i feel like you dont even know i exist.

EMAIL, California

I wish I told you what I felt, not what I said I didn't. Its been a year now, and we're still playing games.

EMAIL, California

I loved the idea of being in love with him. I wish I told him sooner.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

AIM, Unknown

I wonder if I've ever been in love. Or if in reality, it was just lust for what I could not have.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

252, North Carolina

If she spends the night i am leaving you. i hate that she comes between us and i hate the fact that you either dont notice or dont care.

252, North Carolina

He loves me but i always feel like the 'other woman' when he is around his ex. They were together for 5 years and he values friendship but it still hurts.

832, Texas

I regret the way things ended. I regret the choices you've made. I regret not being able to wake up to you every morning and coming home to you every night. I regret the conditions and situations that were set in front of us. I regret that we were so perfect but the timing was so imperfect. I regret feeling like the odds are against us. And I regret being so unsure if we'll ever end up together, but I'll never regret loving you. I won't regret that I still love you and will always love you. I love you poopie.

781, Massachusetts

I hate opening up to new friends I've become close with because once i do, they usually just walk out on me anyway.

781, Massachusetts

I feel like sometimes you get really annoyed with me but dont tell me and just ignore me.

734, Michigan

My ex from like 4-5 years ago keeps messaging me on myspace. He said something about how he thought we'd end up together. Ugh He lives in Canada, playing hockey. We're so far apart and I have a boyfriend I've been dating for a year. I love my boyfriend, but I also wonder about my ex often. What if I hadn't been a stupid 16 year old girl?

617, Massachusetts

Tonight was a good night, but it could have been better with you next to me. You were on my mind the whole time. We miss out on some of the best times in each others lives, I hope you.ll be there next time, it might be more important than junior prom...

201, New Jersey

I've contemplated texting you a secret for a long time. My secret: I'm gay & I've never had a boyfriend. I blame it on high standards, but it's really my looks.

732, New Jersey

You were right. I DID fall in love via text message. Thanks for fucking it up for so long. Those are three months I could have been happy. I think I hate you...

617, Massachusetts

Its like no matter what i do, i cant convince you that im not the same. Im making the change and you still wont look at me the way you did before.

774, Massachusetts

my relationship is steadily failing, but i have hope, so i'm not gonna let go. not yet.

Monday, April 06, 2009

540, Virginia

I have never been so crazy about a guy until you. It's been months since we broke up and we talk like we never did. I'm scared to think that i wont see you when we graduate. I'm in love with you, and i truly think we will always be friends.

209, California

Everyone in my life has been irritating me more and more everyday. I wish that I didn't feel this way about the people I love the most.

732, New Jersey

Telling her "I love you" hurts. Not because I don't, because she's moving and I'm getting attached. The more I fall for her the more my heart is breaking.

617, Massachusetts

He's a total dumbass, but im so proud of him.

781, Massachusetts

I feel like I'm waisting his time..

781, Massachusetts

I've been hurt all my life by the people closest to me. You said you would save me from the heartbreak but instead, you caused more of it.

214, Texas

I never should have given you that power. All the pain and scars I inflicted on myself because of you, when you didn't deserve the control you had over me.It's not fair that I can't trust guys now after dealing with you.But it's such a relief having you out of my life.

210, Texas

I almost cheated on my bf over spring break, but i didnt. To make up for it i slept with him without a condom. He doesnt know. No one does. I feel so stupid...

781, Massachusetts

The reason i get quiet at random times is because i am thinking about him and i'm wondering if he ever thing of me.

903, Texas

No matter how many times you tell me you'Ll quit, I'Ll always end up disappointed. I wish that i could give up on you the way Youre giving up on life.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

781, Massachusetts

I have been so kind to you. And I've even called you my best friend but i feel like you just use me. You always push me around & try to change me. Thanx friend.

727, Florida

I'm scared i'll walk down the aisle with the wrong him because i'll be too afraid to do it with the right her.

774, Massachusetts

i'm terrified of my father. i hate him more than i could ever hate a human being. i hate this house, and how miserable it makes me.

501, Arkansas

I want to be her last first kiss.

781, Massachusetts

You told me you would save me from the abuse i endured. Instead, you joined in and just broke my heart even more.

781, Massachusetts

I'm terrified that anyone i get close to is just going to break my heart in the long run.

781, Massachusetts

I love you. Completely. Don't go, I care about you...

317, Indiana

I am in love with someone I have never met. I know everything about him, and someday, when we meet for the first time, we will fall in love and live our lives.

719, Colorado

I got a phone call from you from the hospital, I hung up as soon as I recognized your voice. I regret it now, because I'm worried you were in an accident.

774, Massachusetts

i was supposed to transfer high schools on monday. i chickened out because my boyfriend told me how much he loved me. i hate myself for wanting to leave.

815, Illinois

Even though she doesn't know it she saved my life... But by doing so i feel more trapped than ever. I cant ever leave her but i want to die so bad.

706, Georgia

I would rather be with him so we could struggle to make a living, than have us both better off when we're not together. Fate pisses me off sometimes. -T.

980, North Carolina

Thd test came up negative. I wish it hadn't. He wants a kid, and wants to wait till i'm 18.. I feel crazy for wanting that now.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

AIM, New York

Yesterday was the opening to my musical. My boyfriend dumped me during intermission.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

408, California

i don't know if i can do this, but i'm going to try. for you. because i love you enough to let go, because i love you enough to just want you to be happy.

617, Massachusetts

Im going to junior prom and ill be wearing a dress for the first time in years. That nights gonna suck because you wont be there to see me... And youre the one im dressing up for.

307, Wyoming

A part of me resents my mother for raising me to believe you should be in love with the person you have sex with the first time. Maybe then i could stop hurting

954, Florida

Im angry at God for not letting me kill myself by giving me people to care about.

408, California

i could apologize 1000 times and still never get it right...

408, California

i'm not giving up.

574, Indiana

all i want is true love. but i won't let it show. i'm scared i'll never find it &+ i'll die alone.

774, Massachusetts

i have so much to say to you and absolutely no way of saying it properly. i knew you would do this to him.

318, Louisiana

Im beginning to realize i have absolutely no concern for the future. Im living in the moment, and i don't think life could be much better.

719, Colorado

I feel more comfortable with the guy I'm cheating with than my actual boyfriend. I couldn't fall asleep naked with my boyfriend, but with him it's effortless.

617, Massachusetts

I hate that your ex girlfriend is still a big part of your life.

618, Illinois

I've tricked someone into loving the real me.

718, New York

i always feel my happiest alone in the dark, with my laptop with me listening to casiotone for the painfully alone? hoping that someone would enjoy doing that with me... i know these messages are bipolar but as of right now i'm very content with how my life is going (: & i'm going to enjoy my saturday night to its fullest!

503, Oregon

If i this wasn't the last month of the term and i couldn't sell my books back for money, i think i would seriously hurt myself, just to get someone to care.

EMAIL, Pennsylvania

one day I'm going to make it big in this world, and I'll look back on all the people who said I could never do it hoping that they are as miserable as they used to make me.

AIM, New York

My friend just threatened to confront me about my eating disorder in school. It wasn't even addressed to me, it was just posted in a forum....How could she even think about doing that?

Saturday, March 07, 2009

631, New York

I love that my friends seek me out when they have a problem, and I love helping them and making them feel better. I just wish they could feel the same.

913, Kansas

I am more scared that i won't be able to have kids than i am that i may have cancer. And i'm only 19.

856, New Jersey

If it comes down to a choice between being vulnerable and sensitive and emotional, then you can just keep your love.

408, California

Secret: I just need him back. I don't know how long I can live with this pain and regret. It's all my fault...

EMAIL, Oregon

Because of current issues, I'm honestly considering selling the 12 vicodin that I have left from my persciption last month and taking money for sex. I'm not quite sure that my friends would still want to be my friends though. But that's ok.

EMAIL, Oregon

I would quit my job, right now, but I can't, not until I'm able to get a sizable paycheck. I swear. The next time my check is more than $200, I'll quit.

EMAIL, Unknown

I was going to apply for a job today but he made me feel so bad that I am not able to do that. I'm not able to write down positive things about me. I'm all bad, right?

AIM, New York

My sister reminds me everyday that she is prettier than me. I know it's true, and at times I hate her for it.

Friday, March 06, 2009

EMAIL, Georgia

I've made a promise to myself that I will, for at least the next 2 weeks, go without punching the wall and messing up my knuckle even more than I already have. I think if I can go two week, I can keep going with it. I'll find another (less harmful) way of relieving my stress and frustration. I really hope I can do this.

EMAIL, Unknown

I never feel like i'm good enough to be around my friends. I'm constantly beating myself up about the things i say and do. I don't know whats wrong with me.

760, Califonia

i know hes bad for me but i still wanna run to him and be held

651, Minnesota

I promised myself that i would never let anyone love me because i don't deserve to be loved. I just end up making things hard anyway.

732, New Jersey

Sometimes I hate your father enough for the both of us. I can take care of you just well as any boy and I plan to. I don't care if he hates me or not;I'm go

774, Massachusetts

I'm going out with my boyfriend to make him happy. I'm not falling in love with him, and i dont think i can

980, North Carolina

Secret: I hate myself more and more everyday. He only helps me despise myself more.

502, Kentucky

I am going to marry him because i know no one else will love me as much as he does... I just wish i felt the same way about him.

617, Massachusetts

I feel that you dont want to tell me everything about you, and I hate it because I feel left out.

304, West Virginia

My secret: i always want what i can't have and when i get it i don't want it anymore.

718, New York

i'm in love with someone very much, and i know he loves me back, but sometimes i think he has more fun playing games with my head rather then tell me how he feels... and when he does this is when i think about my ex and the heartbreak just keeps reliving like broken record..7

412, Pennsylvania

I can't let myself fall for him because he's younger than me and he's ugly. I feel absolutely horrible about it.

330, Ohio

Almost 3 months ago you posted my secret. I finally told him that I loved him and now we're back together and planning our future. I couldn't be happier.

Thank you so much for offering this to people. Seeing my secret on your site made me realize that I just needed to tell him and not be afraid. Thank you.

NOTE FROM ME: You are so welcome love. I am really glad it worked out for you. Good luck in your relationship! Text me anytime sweetie <3

541, Oregon

Dear god im losing my mind. more sedatives

347, New York

Im in love and I think he loves me back. I know he does. And its stupid cause we're 19...but something tells me he's the real deal. How immature of me. Sigh.

719, Colorado

Getting over you is harder than it proved to be. I figured you wouldn't even bother responding to my valentines day text, but you did. And now my heart is fucked because I can't stop thinking about you. And how much I really do miss you.

515, Iowa

he wont hold me close, yet he won't let me free

425, Washington

My old school counselor felt more like a mom than my own and I hate myself for feeling that way

774, Massachusetts

i think my boyfriend still loves his ex. and it's eating me up inside.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

EMAIL, Arizona

I just overdosed on OTC medication and I only feel bad that I didn't take enough to pass out.

502, Kentucky

I am in love with someone who i am afraid to be with. I wish he was in love with me, then i could take a chance on him. I think he is stringing me along.

425, Washington

I have always had an extremely negative view on men and I have know idea why.

617, Massachusetts

Knowing that you wont be around forever, makes me want to be with you more.

617, Massachusetts

This is my fucked fairytale. I love it. but how will it end?

617, Massachusetts

I am deeply in love with my boyfriend and want to be with him forever. But forever is going to be too short... He has MS.

502, Kentucky

I always need reassurance. I cant stop. I need someone to remind me that im not a failure... And that makes me feel bad for some reason.

443, Maryland

This valentines day was amazing. I'm so in love with him, and i can't wait to marry him. :)<3

774, Massachusetts

He dumped me for an 8tth grader. And used me. Its killing me inside

541, Oregon

my brother was a heroin addict for ten years... i have been one for almost 4 years, tomorrow i start my detox.

541, Oregon

My brother killed himself today.

712, Iowa

My brother molested me. But it was my fault. And now the memories wont leave me be. .
Singyour<3out

781, Massachusetts

I'm scared to lose the one guy whose not going anywhere. I'm paranoid and we can both see it.

719, Colorado

I'm tired of letting him walk all over me. His love isn't worth being hurt anymore

607, New York

When I was 5 I was molested by someone my parents trusted. If I knew where he was now I would ruin his life by telling everyone in his life now about what he did then.

774, Massachusetts

I'm sick of telling everyone;even myself that i'm okay. When i'm really not. I feel like i'm living a lie. But i'm too scared to say something to anyone.

860, Connecticut

Im prego

860, Connecticut

Im completely in love with someone, and i feel like i wanna be with her for the rest of my life.

575, New Mexico

I can't stand the way things are. The way they've become. I graduate in may, but I don't know if I can last that long.

980, North Carolina

Two days i wanted to txt in a secret. Two days ago i was a week sober, happier, and almost over her. My new secret? I fail at everything.

602, Arizona

I stopped playing piano when I realized I was only playing to mourn him.

Friday, February 06, 2009

443, Maryland

I wish things were like they were when we first started dating. I'm starting to hate this.

760, Califonia

I want him to take custody, because I know I can't do this. I won't tell him that because I don't want to hear what everyone will say if I do.

719, Colorado

I've cheated on my boyfriend. It makes me appreciate him more. Although it's killing, I don't want to stop because I may stop appreciating him.

774, Massachusetts

the starbucks in my local mall closed recently. i blamed it on barack obama's presidency.

774, Massachusetts

Two months and three days

774, Massachusetts

I feel like my boyfriend doesnt love me anymore. We talked more when he liked me when he was with his old girlfriend. And hes not as cute as he used to be

774, Massachusetts

my best friend's boyfriend hate me. it's making me hate myself. but i don't know why. i wish he didn't hate me.

786, Florida

I think I try to impress my bestfriend tooo much,and she doesn't see it.also I wanna smoke pod

786, Florida

My secret it I think I love and care about my bestfriend more than she does

913, Kansas

I'm in love with my best friend. He lives 1101 miles away from me. He's in love with her. She lives 826 miles away. It kills me every morning to know that.

502, Kentucky

I dont know how to make a decision. So i end up going with the flow of things. This is more damaging to me and every one around me than i would like to believe

602, Arizona

I only feel like I control my own life when I stare off into space away from everyone. Then I come back and I see how mean everyone really is to each other.

270, Kentucky

I've ripped out my eyelashes since I was four years old, my family still hasn't noticed...I'd like to keep it that way.

352, Florida

Text secret You are cute as fuck I'd do filthy things with you =]

864, South Carolina

i want to marry my boyfriend but i want to make love to the mid 20s photographer i met at a coffee shop. i'm seventeen, and im seeing him thursday. my boyfriend

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

EMAIL, Louisiana

um....im starting to hate my stepdad. seriously. everything about him gets on my nerves to no end. but i feel bad for not liking him, cause....well he is my stepdad.

EMAIL, Iowa

i don't have a crush. i haven't for awhile. i'm starting to think something is wrong with me.

516, New York

Even though im married i try to figure out way to trap my husband with a baby he doesnt work

734, Michigan

(1/2)One of my secrets:Even though I know my mother's mental illness is from years of severe childhood abuse,I can't stop myself from resenting her for it, (2/2)despite how immature that makes me seem.

774, Massachusetts

the truth is, i'm still in love with the boy who saved my life. he has a girlfriend. i wish we didn't live 546 miles apart. maybe that girlfriend would be me.

774, Massachusetts

i'm scared that i don't love my boyfriend as much as he loves me. one of my biggest fears is hurting him, and i feel like the end, i'll do just that.

774, Massachusetts

my boyfriend has herpes. he hasn't told me yet, but i know. i want to marry him, and have kids. but my fear of contracting the disease is chasing the dream away

860, Connecticut

I think i found'the one' but i feel like shes only going out with me to get in my pants.

612, Minnesota

612 my secret. I'm thinking of starting an eating disorder just because it seems much easier than trying to lose the weight. I'm going to stop eating tomorrow.

715, Wisconsin

My priorities are incredibly out of line..... I don't know why, but I don't care at all

912, Georgia

Though I'm surrounded by so many people, I've never felt more alone.

440, Ohio

After a year, he told me he didnt love me anymore, packed his stuff and moved out that night. I'm terrified i'll never be able to love someone like i loved him, and even moreso terrified that noone will love me like i thought he did :(

404, Georgia

I can't tell her because I'm scared of being rejected again.

615, Tennessee

I love my best friend so much i just with he would not be embarresed and tell me if he's gay. Either way ill love him all the same

Friday, January 30, 2009

980, North Carolina

Its depressing to know that me and my fiance may be infertile.

412, Pennsylvania

I'n NOT okay. I'm starting to wonder if anyone will ever notice how much i'm hurting.

601, Mississippi

I can feel my old habits sneaking up on me, slowly but surely. Dizziness and feeling faint is worth is, as long as you're beautiful, right? I mean, of course right.

956, Texas

Im gonna roll tonight. :) but i promised god wouldnt since my friend almost died last weekend with me. Please dont make this be our last time alive. :(

956, Texas

I love my family. But im tired of their words that only break me.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

515, Iowa

Sometimes i think im going to die a virgin.

860, Connecticut

I wish i wasn't so fat and ugly, maybe then he would actually pay attention to me.

802, Vermont

I told him he was my first when he was the third. But we started dating when i was a virgin.

318, Louisiana

I just realized i have no idea where i want to go with my life. And it scares the hell out of me.

718, New York

im scared that I'm losing the spark that made me, me... it's been a long time and im scared i won't be happy with this rollercoaster of a life i lead.

715, Wisconsin

My secret is that I'm letting all of my secrets go, starting by telling him that I love him too :)

786, Florida

I'm afraid of being hated. I need alot of people liking me at one time so I can feel better about myself. So I can have more confidence in myself.

352, Florida

I have to many secrets to fit in one text and i know ill never tell some of them

Thursday, January 08, 2009

716, New York

Secret
5 days baby!

732, New Jersey

I don't know if she's still technically my girlfriend, but I know I love her more than anything. I don't think she believes me and I feel like this is the -

954, Florida

I'm afraid I will never find someone to love me for me. I'm afraid I will never be happy. I just want to be happy.

209, California

I'm so deeply afraid that I will end up... Like everyone else... I will die before I give up my dreams.

918, Oklahoma

I'm hate oklahoma because it's in the bible belt and rednecks constant remarks about obama are driving me insane.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

209, California

It's been a while since i've seen him or even talked to him. I know i won't ever see him again. But i still can't get over him. I swear i could have married him and have lived happily ever after. My heart still breaks when i think of him, but i wouldn't give up his memory for anything. I love him...but he only sees me as a sister type friend.

912, Georgia

I cheat on my boyfriend every day. I don't feel bad about it at all.

Friday, January 02, 2009

205, Alabama

I tell everyone I'm a hardcore vegetarian, but I eat fish, gelatin, use leather and products tested on animals.

509, Washington

I dont believe in real love anymore because every relationship nowadays seems to be horrible and end

980, North Carolina

I'm an alcoholic. And that scares me half to death.

912, Georgia

My secret: my boyfriend doesn't know about my girlfriend, her boyfriend doesn't know about me either. :) i love my prince and my princess.

847, Illinois

If I knew this was going to hurt so bad in the end, I wouldn't have started our year-long long distance relationship at all. I never knew that I could love somebody that lived 364 miles away...so much.

318, Louisiana

I feel terrible cause i just saw on the news there was a shooting in my step moms home town. I feel bad because i was hoping she was the one that was shot.

910, North Carolina

I'm really worried I made the wrong choice when he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said 'Yes'.

865, Tennessee

I told my boyfriend i kissed a girl when i was drunk before we were dating, and he freaked out. Im too afraid to ever tell him that i touched her too.

763, Minnesota

I can't get over perspective. I can't fathom how one person sees me as pretty, one sees me as ugly, or smart, dumb, boring, fascinating. I can't understand how i can be standing a mere foot away from someone and see the world as so completely different. maybe if i understood this, i could get over the fact that he will never feel the same about me as i feel about him..

614, Ohio

I never got to tell you I loved you but I hope someday I get the chance to tell you in person.

732, New Jersey

I love my girlfriend but I love the attention I get when I know other girls like me.

916, California

I've gained 20lbs in the past 6 months, about as long as I've been married.

916, California

I regret gettig married to a boy I don't love, but feel bad asking for a divorce because I know that same sex marriage was a once in a lifetime chance in california

912, Georgia

I promised 4 guys I'd have sex with them. I'm only keeping my promise to two. That makes me a liar, tease, AND a whore. I feel sick.

980, North Carolina

I miss feeling alive. I miss being needed, wanted.. I miss puppy love and trust. I miss being .. In love, and happy.

912, Georgia

My boyfriend wants to carry on his name by naming out child after his dad (boyfriend is a jr.) but I don't want my child named for a drug addict. (The Sr.)

912, Georgia

I cheat on my boyfriend by texting other people, and I get jealous when the other people text THEIR other people. I feel so fucked up.

608, Wisconsin

when you start getting self-conscious, i want to slap you.

912, Georgia

I'm scared to tell my boyfriend I'm bisexual because he is homophobic and I don't want to disappoint him. :/

912, Georgia

My secret is: I talk to other guys on the regular because I'm scared of not feeling loved and wanted CONSTANTLY. My boyfriend just isn't there enough.

912, Georgia

I'm scared my boyfriend will wind up leaving me like his "party mom" leaves him all the time. I'm scared he'll turn into her. I'm not strong enough to leave.

781, Massachusetts

I love my boyfriend. No crazy heartbreak or silly affair. I love him. Plain and simple.

209, California

I promised myself i wouldn't miss him. I thought i could say goodbye...but knowing that i will never ever see him again is killing me. I love him...cmd he doesn't even know.

610, Pennsylvania

i read romance novels to get a taste of what its like to be loved.

610, Pennsylvania

i hate tuesdays except for text secret.

610, Pennsylvania

when i sit down, the size of my thighs scares me.

515, Iowa

I dont have money or even a plan of where to go but you can bet when i graduate im gone & im never going to have to see those people that i call my family again

209, California

I'm in love with an incredible guy. It feels so great to say. One of those every song remind me of him, get up in the morning wanting to see him, all i dream about, over the moon, home run, shooting stars kind of love. I only wish he knew... or even cared.

631, New York

Im not sure if I don't want to be in a relationship because I don't want a boyfriend or cause im just really scared I'll let someone in and they'll hurt me like the last one did...

707, California

Secret: I think its really, really annoying when my friend whines. I just wanna tell her to shut up and deal with life.

626, California

I'm scared to look at my reflection, it fear that i might be too ugly for myself.

980, North Carolina

She's always on my mind. She's the first girl i liked since her death. Now shes moved on.. And i hate it. But she'll never know.

330, Ohio

I once vowed i wouldnt eat until someone told me i was pretty. I didnt eat for five days. And it was said on a dare.

760, Califonia

All i want to do is cry, but my heart has become so hard i don't know how to cry anymore. i don't think i have a heart.

760, Califonia

I'm making excuses for his leaving, making myself believe everything he said was truth, that he loves me too much to be with me. But i know they're lies.

208, Idaho

I've become the person I swore I'd never be & I couldn't be happier about who I am.

989, Michigan

I wanted to tell you all of my secrets but you became one instead. I wish i wasn't bi, i don't have to hide boyfriends, just girlfriends.

980, North Carolina

I'm 5'6 and 180 lbs: i've gained so much its making me miss my bulimac days.