727, Florida

I know my friends wonder why I don't leave my boyfriend. I know he can be mean sometimes, but so can I. He is the only person who has stayed with me despite my craziness. He knows I unintentionally try to destroy every kind of relationship I develop. I always try to be the first to leave since everyone always seems to leave me. You'll see, you'll be doing it soon. Leaving. Also if he does get sick of my mental issues, I'll never be in another relationship, I am sick of ruining peoples lives because I can't control myself.