I'm sorry I have switched to Tumblr. http://textsecrets.tumblr.com/ It's easier to update on there. So, yes I AM transferring ALL old secrets over to there. There will be NO more updates on this site.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
This much pain and loneliness can't be my destiny, my plan from god...can it?
When I was thinner, people would always gush over how great i looked. They didn' know that my waist size came from a 3 year eating disorder.
There's one moment in the morning when I wake up happy and then I realize you aren't in my life anymore and then it's downhill from there. Maybe I dream about u
I'm everything I never thought i'd turn our to be, but he loves me for it. And him loving me makes me love myself more than i could ever do on my own.
We had a tub of brownies, a pumpkin pie, a tray of cookies, and a pecan strudel but you still ate my uncelebrated birthday cake in the middle of the night and ate more after I asked you why. It was my first birthday that you remembered in 2 years and you ate it cause at 10 at night I went out with some friends. I know you weren't hungry. Your just a bitch.
My special thanksgiving secret: i couldnt be any happier right now.
I don't know if i'll ever find someone...or if anyone will every find me. I act like it doesn't bother me. But i ache inside everyday because of it.
I fear every single day at school there will be a school shooting after a hitlist was found over two years ago in our highschool.
I would do ANYTHING POSSIBLE to make edward cullen real.
I am so scared that he might cheat on me.. I'm starting to see i really do love him. I just hope it's not to late to save my relationship.
I'm looking at your myspace, it's beautiful. I wish I had the courage to do something like that. You made me smile today.//
i love my boyfriend more than anything. But i cry all of the time. and i just don't understand.
Im in love with two girls the one i want the most wants a game and all i want is a game with the one thats wants me the most...
I just did something incredibly stupid and idon't know why. I can tell this scar is going to last a while
None of my friends will give me alcohol because they know alcoholism runs in my family and i secretly resent them for it.
I found out friday that i made a 26 on my ACT, and i couldnt be any happier :)
I'm pretty certain the police have my phone is tapped. Therefore i am too paranoid to send my secrets, because they may or may not be used against me
I wish I lived alone so I could get high and drunk all day.
Four years later, and i still wake up in the middle of the night crying because he didn't listen when i said stop.
I don't plan for my future because I don't think I'll last that long.
3 years ago I dumped my boyfriend because I was afraid of how much I loved him. I still love him but won't say it because I'm afraid he wouldn't love me back.
I change myself for certain people, and i hate myself for being fake...
I'm 20 pounds heavier since last year, and a size large.. But i love my body.
I wish my parent would split up so I could move away with my dad or something and stay away from my mom and grandma. Grandmas a nagger to the point that you prefer suicide and my mom just tells me to stop being a her daughter and get a life because im almost 19 and she wants her own life so i should find my own away from her...doesnt sound like much but everyday being put down for everything.I might snap. Still wishin I had the balls to move to woodstock.