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Saturday, August 08, 2009
when you said i remind you of out dad you practically shot me in the heart. i'm trying to forget an forgive. i've forgiven but i don't know if i can forget
that night you told me you thought you found the perfect girl i was hoping you were joking and talking about me. i know she won't make you as happy as i could
I'm at the beach with a nice Southern gentleman. (:
I'm putting more faith in a 16 year old that is already more of a man than you ever were. How do you feel abt that?
i'm on the fence as to whether i should end everything or keep myself alive.
where did i go wrong?
She makes me feel so unwanted.
Its her birthday today. I should be the one kissing her over the cake, not him.
When you put ":)" or "lol" in a text to me, I always imagine your big bright smile or your sweet laugh.
My heart finally caught up with reality. (:
I know my friends wonder why I don't leave my boyfriend. I know he can be mean sometimes, but so can I. He is the only person who has stayed with me despite my craziness. He knows I unintentionally try to destroy every kind of relationship I develop. I always try to be the first to leave since everyone always seems to leave me. You'll see, you'll be doing it soon. Leaving. Also if he does get sick of my mental issues, I'll never be in another relationship, I am sick of ruining peoples lives because I can't control myself.
Whenever someone starts to get close to me, I always end up pushing them away even if i want them to be close. I'm just so scared of getting hurt i guess.
I wish my best friend didn't feel the way she does. Im not trying to replace her & i can trust her. I miss our old friendship.
three strikes and you're out.(:
i wanna go to ireland and fall in love with a galway boy.
i love you &+ you're my best friend. and no matter what you think or feel about me, that'll always be how it is.
i got pregnant and i miscarried. i know you'll never see this, but this is the closest i can get to telling you.
i miss you everyday. but, you never would fight for me so i gave up. and now i don't feel bad about doing so.
You're one of my best friends & i love you to death but lately you've been nothin but the worst. How can you say the one thing i love in life isnt important?
"i dont miss you, i miss what i expected us to be. Now, my heart just has to catch up with reality" i think its you...that sent this is.
Pennsylvania - Dearest Mom, if I weren't terribly afraid of the pain I would cause you & the mess I'd leave behind, I would have already committed suicide. Instead, I pray for a freak accident so neither of us have to feel guilty
I'm terrified to get too close to anyone becuz every1 i've ever cared for has drifted away. & theres nothing more painful than losing sum1 close to your heart.
i have sexual fantasies with mark wahlberg in them.
There's a reason I came to you first. There's a reason I call you. It's because...yeah, they alot - but with you? You mean more. You're my best friend.
There was time where you scared the living hell out of me & I wanted nothing to do with you. But now, you're not only my best friend you've become my sister.
I swear on my life, for the next two years I will never let anyone or anything hurt you without going through me first. I love you, you've become my sister. (:
Monday, August 03, 2009
i leave my heart at that park everytime i come home
This is starting to kill me.
I got wasted last night and took a pic of my cock and posted it on ratemycock.com, lol
I regret having stayed up til midnight to wish you a happy birthday because now i'm saddened by you not doing that for me.
1 of 2: i love my mom. SO MUCH. but i can't tell he. i don't know why. i'm so happy that we're finally getting closer, and bonding and telling each other stuff
2 of 2:f not. i love her so much.
2 of 2:f not. i love her so much.
we kissed etc last night and today he tells me his long-time girlfriend just broke up with him... stroke of luck? "/