An apology

I'm sorry I have switched to Tumblr. http://textsecrets.tumblr.com/ It's easier to update on there. So, yes I AM transferring ALL old secrets over to there. There will be NO more updates on this site.

TY,
Amberjade

Saturday, August 08, 2009

661, California

when you said i remind you of out dad you practically shot me in the heart. i'm trying to forget an forgive. i've forgiven but i don't know if i can forget

661, California

that night you told me you thought you found the perfect girl i was hoping you were joking and talking about me. i know she won't make you as happy as i could

781, Massachusetts

I'm at the beach with a nice Southern gentleman. (:

617, Massachusetts

I'm putting more faith in a 16 year old that is already more of a man than you ever were. How do you feel abt that?

774, Massachusetts

i'm on the fence as to whether i should end everything or keep myself alive.

774, Massachusetts

where did i go wrong?

774, Massachusetts

She makes me feel so unwanted.

781, Massachusetts

Its her birthday today. I should be the one kissing her over the cake, not him.

727, Florida

When you put ":)" or "lol" in a text to me, I always imagine your big bright smile or your sweet laugh.

781, Massachusetts

My heart finally caught up with reality. (:

727, Florida

I know my friends wonder why I don't leave my boyfriend. I know he can be mean sometimes, but so can I. He is the only person who has stayed with me despite my craziness. He knows I unintentionally try to destroy every kind of relationship I develop. I always try to be the first to leave since everyone always seems to leave me. You'll see, you'll be doing it soon. Leaving. Also if he does get sick of my mental issues, I'll never be in another relationship, I am sick of ruining peoples lives because I can't control myself.

781, Massachusetts

Whenever someone starts to get close to me, I always end up pushing them away even if i want them to be close. I'm just so scared of getting hurt i guess.

774, Massachusetts

I wish my best friend didn't feel the way she does. Im not trying to replace her & i can trust her. I miss our old friendship.

781, Massachusetts

three strikes and you're out.(:

781, Massachusetts

i wanna go to ireland and fall in love with a galway boy.

781, Massachusetts

i love you &+ you're my best friend. and no matter what you think or feel about me, that'll always be how it is.

774, Massachusetts

i got pregnant and i miscarried. i know you'll never see this, but this is the closest i can get to telling you.

781, Massachusetts

i miss you everyday. but, you never would fight for me so i gave up. and now i don't feel bad about doing so.

781, Massachusetts

You're one of my best friends & i love you to death but lately you've been nothin but the worst. How can you say the one thing i love in life isnt important?

781, Massachusetts

"i dont miss you, i miss what i expected us to be. Now, my heart just has to catch up with reality" i think its you...that sent this is.