201, New Jersey

This much pain and loneliness can't be my destiny, my plan from god...can it?

980, Washington

When I was thinner, people would always gush over how great i looked. They didn' know that my waist size came from a 3 year eating disorder.

614, Ohio

There's one moment in the morning when I wake up happy and then I realize you aren't in my life anymore and then it's downhill from there. Maybe I dream about u

513, Ohio

I'm everything I never thought i'd turn our to be, but he loves me for it. And him loving me makes me love myself more than i could ever do on my own.

815, Illinois

We had a tub of brownies, a pumpkin pie, a tray of cookies, and a pecan strudel but you still ate my uncelebrated birthday cake in the middle of the night and ate more after I asked you why. It was my first birthday that you remembered in 2 years and you ate it cause at 10 at night I went out with some friends. I know you weren't hungry. Your just a bitch.

318, Louisiana

My special thanksgiving secret: i couldnt be any happier right now.

831, California

I don't know if i'll ever find someone...or if anyone will every find me. I act like it doesn't bother me. But i ache inside everyday because of it.

210, Texas

I fear every single day at school there will be a school shooting after a hitlist was found over two years ago in our highschool.

515, Iowa

I would do ANYTHING POSSIBLE to make edward cullen real.

980, Washington

I am so scared that he might cheat on me.. I'm starting to see i really do love him. I just hope it's not to late to save my relationship.

408, California

I'm looking at your myspace, it's beautiful. I wish I had the courage to do something like that. You made me smile today.//

828, North Carolina

i love my boyfriend more than anything. But i cry all of the time. and i just don't understand.

601, Mississippi

Im in love with two girls the one i want the most wants a game and all i want is a game with the one thats wants me the most...

608, Wisconsin

I just did something incredibly stupid and idon't know why. I can tell this scar is going to last a while

515, Iowa

None of my friends will give me alcohol because they know alcoholism runs in my family and i secretly resent them for it.

318, Louisiana

I found out friday that i made a 26 on my ACT, and i couldnt be any happier :)

847, Illinois

I'm pretty certain the police have my phone is tapped. Therefore i am too paranoid to send my secrets, because they may or may not be used against me

905, Canada

I wish I lived alone so I could get high and drunk all day.

402, Nebraska

Four years later, and i still wake up in the middle of the night crying because he didn't listen when i said stop.

425, Washington

I don't plan for my future because I don't think I'll last that long.

330, Ohio

3 years ago I dumped my boyfriend because I was afraid of how much I loved him. I still love him but won't say it because I'm afraid he wouldn't love me back.

904, Florida

I change myself for certain people, and i hate myself for being fake...

980, Washington

I'm 20 pounds heavier since last year, and a size large.. But i love my body.

347, New York

I wish my parent would split up so I could move away with my dad or something and stay away from my mom and grandma. Grandmas a nagger to the point that you prefer suicide and my mom just tells me to stop being a her daughter and get a life because im almost 19 and she wants her own life so i should find my own away from her...doesnt sound like much but everyday being put down for everything.I might snap. Still wishin I had the balls to move to woodstock.

608, Wisconsin

I met his family yesterday. I hate that they made a big deal out of the two faults they found: my pierced tongue and the fact that i placed a baby for adoption.

425, Washington

I steal to make myself feel better. Now I'm suffocating in junk and my own guilt.

980, Washington

Getting drunk everynite wont make me forget her- but it damn sure helps.

980, Washington

I'm more in love with the cast of pirates of the caribean more then anyone i know in real life

631, New York

I sleep a lot cause im happier than when im awake.

318, Louisiana

I think i love a girl, but it can never work out, because we live over 700 miles apart.

360, Washington

I pull out my hair.

781, Massachusetts

I'm in love with my best friend, but I don't have the heart to tell my current that I'm hurting.

816, Missouri

My secret: i really do like him but he's quite a bit older and i sometimes feel like he's using that against me... :( the head games are getting to me more than anything has before...

585, New York

i just want to run away. Runaway from myself. My highschool, the people I want to disappear. Please let me be free.I wish they noticed how i am hurting inside

631, New York

i found out that the guy I like is going back out with his girlfriend, that's when I realized I could never have him as long as she is in his life and I'm scared I might be falling for him.

617, Massachusetts

i'm more in love with the guy i've been with for three months than the guy i dated for three years.

248, Michigan

I'm skipping my music appreciation class right now, because it's seriously the most boring class i have.

631, New York

I went to see family a few weeks ago.. Family I haven't seen in months and the first thing they told me was wow-----u gained weight. I felt like shit when they said that and I still do.

631, New York

I wonder if he still thinks about me .. cause I still think about him ..

563, Iowa

I love a girl who slept with me then went home to her bf

904, Florida

I would tell you i love you but your catholic parents are holding me back.

248, Michigan

I met a really really hot rummer in a sweet band, he asked me for my number and we sent each other nude pictures for a long time. He's 28, i'm 17...

816, Missouri

My secret: after all this time trying to make things perfect, i slipped up and did the one thing he didn't want me to... Now i feel like i'm going to lose him...

305, Florida

I am going to change the world. I just know it.

608, Wisconsin

I cant make myself happy. I hate how happiness depends on other people!



*I'm leaving out the name attached to it

318, Louisiana

Sometimes i think i want to kill myself. The only thing that stops me is i dont want my family to have to waste time on my funeral.

916, California

You know how every girl ends up marrying her father? Well mine has cheated in every relationship he's been in-- engaged five times, married three times, divorced twice. I sure hope that saying doesn't apply to me (by the way, he doesn't know i know any of this).

573, Missouri

1 am 3o and my fantasy is dying and my mother finding my journals... That every suicide attempt was because of her.

980, Washington

I dont know how, or why.. But he's stopped loving me. I feel like a fool for sacrificing all i have.

760, Califonia

I live more in my dreams than I do in reality, and Im tired of not chasing the things I want, but my fear of rejection and failure always gets in my way.

347, New York

I wish I could be invisible so I could steal everything I want

813, Florida

its tearing me apart, no matter how much I try. she she left a piece is mising. I need her. She was and is my all.

347, New York

I hate my life way too much for it to be normal and everyday I walk by the deli where the greyhound buses leave and I get in line to buy a ticket upstate to Woodstock. But I get off line and walk a block to my job instead...

631, New York

I miss having someone there for me:/ Loneliness isn't fun at all.

786, Florida

No matter how much i try to deny it, i would give up everything to be yours again.

209, California

My mother sleeps around with guys half her age. She doesn't know that i know. I've lost all respect for her.

607, New York

I cant stop panicing. Its ruining my life.

786, Florida

Im worried I won't amount to anything.

980, Washington

I'm happy.. Completly. And i feel guilty as hell for it.

863, Florida

i've been talking with my ex lately and i promised i wouldn't lie to him anymore. the first thing i did, was lie.

631, New York

I wanna run away to woodstock, be a hippie, and smoke weed all day. Too bad I dnt like the smell of it =p

646, New York

I am afraid of any at my job finding out that I used to be a hooters girl. :(

780, Canada

Every time im starting to get over him, he tells me he loves me and the same cycle happens again. I hope this is different.

318, Louisiana

Everything i ever did that made my step mother angry, i did on purpose just so she would pay attention to me.

318, Louisiana

My grandparents think im off drugs, but im just better at hiding it. And im happy with my life this way.

718, New York

my life is falling apart & i think i lost some of the pieces, but im too scared to ask for help...

980, Washington

Ever since she died.. I don't feel like trying anymore. I give up, on missing her, on everything. I feel helpless.. And a waste of space.

863, Florida

I'm falling inlove with a boy from the internet. He has a gf and i have a bf. I wish he would love me back.

615, Tennessee

I got saved last wednesday and i've never been happier.

347, New York

i like it when he touched me. Even when he just brushes against me. It makes me feel like he does it on purpose.

636, Missouri

I was raped 3 times, over 3 years. That last were with 3 months of each other. And im okay. A little scared, but okay.

951, California

I don't know what love means to me anymore.

817, Texas

I don't know if i'm in love with him or not but it hurts the same when he broke my heart.

440, Ohio

I never felt as free or infinite as i did when i ran half-naked in Pittsburgh.

315, New York

I think im an enabler fo rhis alcoholism. Hes my best friend and i just want him to be happy.

443, Maryland

My brother in law thinks its okay to touch my breasts.. And my sister doesnt are.. She thinks its funny. We used to be best friends but i resent her for not sticking up for baby sister against her husband.

281, Virginia

I overdosed the night my best friend shut me out, not only because she was my bestie but because i was in love with her too.

281, Texas

A not so fun one: i wish i was skinny or fat - no one likes the in between.. And a fun one: i think i always get the shorter 6 inch 'half' at subway

916, California

I'm terrified he'll leave me just as easily as my father did...

727, Florida

I fell in love with my best friend. shes a girl. i am too no one cares. it freaks me out.

224, Illinois

My secret- I'm in love with the person whome I hurt the most and I don't know how to fix things anymore.

813, Florida

I was never and still not over it even though I make myself believe I am.

813, Florida

I just can't tell her how fucking stupid she is, and how I hate being around her.

626, California

I have so many reasons to walk away from our relationship yet i dont have the nerve to walk away...::sigh::

519, Canada

I hate that my boyfriend drinks. My family has already been affected by others drinking and i dont want that to happen to him.

908, New Jersey

here's a secret: i am in LOVE with a girl on psc, but so is about half of the make members. it's so much more than a crush.


*psc = postsecret chat*

707, California

If you were to read the drafts on my phone and email account you would find all the things ive wanted to say...including this secret

907, Alaska

People say it's selfish to take your own life. I think my friends and family are selfish for keeping me here.

224, Illinois

I hate him because he doesn't love me.

805, California

My postsecret: I make the best peach pie but I feel like a fat slob after every bite

702, Nevada

I can not stand being sober when i see my friends having a great time with alcohol and drugs.

252, North Carolina

I want him back even thought im engaged...even thought i left him...even though he has found someone else. I think about him everyday....

902, Canada

I was told that eventually I would get over my heart ache. Now I'm just waiting it out. Every passing minute brings me closer. I've never felt so hopeful.

937, Ohio

He saved my life after the sexual assault and now he wont speak to me....All i want to do now is die I cant do this alone

615, Tennessee

I stopped cutting almost a year ago but i think about doing it everyday

702, Nevada

I'm pregnant. I have no intentions of telling you.

309, Illinois

I cheated on my boyfriend, and think im pregnant, but to afraid to buy a test, and i cant ask my friends they all look up to me for not cheating

818, California

The wrong parent died. I could have lived with his alcohol abuse... it would be better than being looked down on. plus, for him, I would never take my life.

760, Califonia

My secret: i'm so happy he cheated because it finally gave me a valid reason to leave. Signing those divorce papers was the most liberating thing i have EV

513, Ohio

I knew something was wrong with my kitten the before it died. It wasnt walking at all. And if i tried to make it stand it would fall over. In the morning it was dead. I feel so bad cause no one knows and i didnt say anything

314, Missouri

I am 22 years old and still have imaginary friends. i make mix cds with them in mind. I make up their lives and relationships and I am happier there than with anyone in real like. Just observing their life. I never put myself in it. I'm afraid I'll never find a good relationship because it wont ever be good enough. But I would be depressed without my "friends"

602, Arizona

Secret. I'd rather have a baby than finish college

815, Illinois

Im afraid that I will ruin every relationship I will ever have, romantic or not.

585, New York

i have no idea where im going in life and it scares the shit out of me. everyone around me seems to have it all planned out and im just being left behind

734, Michigan

I had sex for the first time today & i couldnt feel more guilty or gross. Im 18 and i just wanted to finally do it... im ashamed. Love a fellow post secret fan

816, Missouri

Its been over 4 years, He's been engaged. I haven't seen him in 3 years. I think about him 10 times a day.

412, Pennsylvania

Regarding post secret, I think IIm falling for my best friend.

321, Florida

My secret: I've been the other woman because its my way to prove that marriage and faithfulness are a big joke.

631, New York

I miss him. And I still love him, even though I told him I don't.

602, Arizona

I hate my in laws

732, New Jersey

falling in love with him turned me into a slut like the rest of my "generation"

520, Arizona

My Secret: I've fallen in love but can't tell him because it will ruin his dreams of working at the pentagon for the army.

540, Virginia

I just want a guy to hold and tell me Im pretty.

804, Virginia

Secret: I crushed on a girl for a long time before I later found out she was my sister. Thanx!

954, Florida

My Secret: the only reason that i am alive right now is because of my best friends

281, Texas

I'm in love with a boy. No one knows but him and me. You know too.

913, Kansas

I'm going to let him go. They love each other, there's no point in fighting it. Now I'll just wait for someone like him to find me again...I don't think they will. :(

580, Oklahoma

I'm with him to humor him.

I still think of what great sex my ex and I would have had.

I'm afraid that I'll never be able to fully commit to my new beau.